Opposite attraction (Levi x reader) part 21

Drip

Blood dripped on the cold hard bathroom floor, flowing into a puddle of blood.

Memories flooded in his mind of a woman whom he truly loved.

Would she know?

Did she care.

First his mother.

Then his father.

Now the love of his life.

When would it end? 

When would he be happy?

Happiness.

That smile of hers.

It always brightened up his day. 

The way she loved science, the way she was so passionate about her career.

He wanted to tell her that she could do whatever she wanted if she set her mind to it.

He wanted to tell her that anytime he called her names it was his way of saying...

I love you.

He wanted to tell her anytime he called her princess, it was because she was his princess. 

He would be her prince, her knight. 

Anything she wanted, he would be.

Levi..

He loved how his name rolled off her tongue.

It literally made his stomach turn with pleasure, how lovely it sounded.

Why?

Why couldn't she just see, that he wanted her all to himself.

She was his world, wasn't he hers?

Why couldn't she see that when he was jealous it was because he was in love with her?

That he wanted to be her everything?

Perhaps he wasn't good enough?

Perhaps he wasn't handsome enough?

Perhaps he wasn't smart enough?

Perhaps he wasn't nice enough?

Where did he fail at?

He didn't remember.

The only thing he could remember was that he loved her, more than she could ever know.

Levi!

Light engulfed his darkness and there he saw a black figure, he wanted to tell it to "fuck off" but the figure kept saying his name.

The way (f/n) would.

"...prin..cess?"

I love you

*~*~~*~ in the hospital

You were holding Levi's hand, watching as the oxygen pumped air into his body.

His face was pale, his eyes were closed so you couldn't tell if he was asleep or worse.

You cringed when you thought of what happened.

~*~*~*~ earlier 

You kick down the door to see levi laying down  in a pool of blood on the floor.

Your heart stopped as memories of you and him flashed thru your head, that now seemed to been destroyed by the scene in front of you.

You quickly hugged his body crying into neck. A cry that would make the heavens weep.

"Levi!"

You couldn't believe levi would do this, that's when you remember that Levi told you love makes you do stupid stuff.

"Levi! Look at me please! Don't go!"

Levi's limp body never moved, his eyes stared back into the emptiness of the room.

" I love you so much! Please come back!"

Your tears mixed with the pool of blood on the floor, never before had you wanted someone back so much.

Truth be told you felt your soul break into a million tiny pieces.

"Levi-please come back! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!"

"...prin..cess."

You gasp and look at levi with tears rolling down your cheeks, as blood rolled down his mouth that now had a small smile.

"...you..you came ...you....returned to me."

"Don't talk, you're going to be fine!"

"...I'm ...sorry I hit-"

"Shhh! Save your energy....it's going to be ok. I love you."

You say hugging him again, levi had passed out in your arms as your shoulders shook violently as you cried.

~*~*~*back to the present

You rubbed his forehead and then you kissed it. 

"I'll be right back ok?" 

You walk outside to the hallway to see your dad writing notes.

"Is he going to be ok?"

You ask him drying your tears.

"Only time will tell sweetie, but in honesty if you hadn't showed up this ...little gut shot as they call would have been terrible. Frankly it's a slow and painful way to die."

He says patting your head, you frown and nod.

You didn't want to hear how Levi suffered all by himself. 

You sniffle and wipe a tear from your eye.

"Dad...will you-"

Your eyes begin to water again and your father hugs you in a tight embrace.

"Don't worry honey, he's going to make it...after all he's going to give you children right? My grand babies?

You smile a little at your fathers joke.

"I thought you didn't like him?"

You ask.

"Eh? Any guy who saves my daughter has my vote."

He says with a grin.

"Thank you dad."

You say wiping your tears away.

"It's ok, go get you something to eat."

You nod and walk into the lounge area. Looking outside the window the snow covered the road now.

"Cut it out brad!"

You look over to see a girl and a boy. The boy held the can of soda away from the girl In a teasing manner.

"Say that  I'm better than you."

"No way!"

You smile as you thought they resembled you and levi in your younger days.

You walk over and take the soda away from the boy and hand it to the girl.

"Here ya go."

"Thank you so much."

"Party pooper."

He says walking off with the girl.

~*~*~*~ 2:00 in the morning

You were trying to fight sleep, hoping he would wake up.

His hands were always cold, even when you warmed them.

"Come...on ..wake up."

The only thing that answered you was the sound of machines.

~*~*~ a day later

You were still at Levi's bedside rubbing his hand.

You smiled when you started to remember memories from the past.

You say running after him.

~*~*~*~end of flashback

You smiled to yourself as you remembered the fun times you had with him.

You remembered so many more memories with him.

Now all that's left is a lifeless levi. 

You hear his phone ring, but you don't answer it. You want Levi to answer it it was his phone after all.

After awhile it makes a noise and you check to see what it was.

You accidentally removed the message by mistake.

"Oh man-"

You cover you mouth in shock as you see Levi's home screen.

There before your eyes was a picture you remember Levi took the night you two kissed for the first time, which was Halloween.

You both had on your costumes and were kissing each other on the lips.

Then you read the caption he put down at the bottom.